Smile & Breathe

Thoughts just make me wonder

Pain seeps into the life

Sometimes the smile I remember

But it fades as lights arise

Well what to say of it

Is it pain or hate that I feel!

Can I stand up and look far!

Can I smile and breathe

I walk on like a life which just goes on

Even when I touch or feel

In my sense its just nothingness that creeps

At times when I am lost and confused

Like now like forever

I just speak to my dead dreams

Even they fade away from me

Well what to say of it

Is it pain or hate that I feel!

Can I stand up and look far!

Can I smile and breathe

Thoughts just make me wonder

Pain seeps into the life

Sometimes the smile I remember

But it fades just fades away .... Like a tree with its last leaf

About Me!

Don’t like to fiddle around when a simple word would suffice

Never known to use words when eyes could recite

I call a spade a spade and I hate when people evade

Care in disguise is what my heart seems to like

Love I thought I know but finally no more than unknown

Trust is what I hold at the top in my eyes

Friends is what I feel, I have been blessed from divine

Have never stopped to dare at times when I care

Though honestly, those times becoming rare J

Overall I am quite nice if not so simple and refined

Have managed not to lose my heart but kinda lost in my mind

I wish someday I would find

Things that would redefine

What I am and what I can!

What I Could Have Been!

You took some of me from me

And now I don’t even know what I could have been

Dreams didn’t come true

My heart just turned blue

My eyes fill up with tears when in my mind I still hear

The words that you had said to me

When you were close to me and when you walked away from me

I can’t clearly think or find

What it is that you left behind

I am lost like a bird in the sky

When winds have changed and directions redefined

Why is it I still dream of you

And worst I cherish every dreaming moment of you

I find it hard to wake myself up

Knowing there’s no way I would find you, like I find you there

I am not sure what I am turning out to be

Without you by my side to tell me all that I could be

I fear my own mind, cause’ alone there’s nothing I define

What I lost I can’t find

What I have keeps slipping out of my mind

Being lost was fine till there was hope in divine

But hopes been burnt the dreams been shattered

On my own doorsteps my heart stopped the flutter

My mind is filled with haze my eyes are all dazed

What could I have been had you stayed with me

A rhetoric in my mind is what I could have been had you stood by me

Knowing I can’t find an answer that would define

How my life could have been

Which went away as you walked away

Taking from me some of me and what I could have been