May be u see

I write as i cry
What if i would have tried,
Would my life be any different
From the monotony it turned to be...

Can i wake up from this sleep,
Can i make that leap!

Some say its worth it and some say it not ,
Would u be by my side when i take that turn,
Would u be the one holding me to take me beyond...

No you won't, cause you cant even see me,
My soul is bared like an open window
But you have to have eyes that can see me standing by...

I know you cant see..all u see is disguise...
I am right here if u could, but then i am no visible..and you can't yet see the invisible. .

And i stand and I wait for you to hold my hand  ..but u touch me like i never was...
But i am here like i always was..