And I just fall apart

Take me away
for just a fleeting moment...
Let me see the life
Life where i charm on.

Never ran away from what i have
sometimes even smiled on some song,
but never have i ever felt
that this is the place i belong.

I keep searching for that missing piece
of the unmade puzzle my life is
i keep searching for that missing peace
of the unending maze my mind is

I think of it a lot
may be i am just missing the point
something that's just obvious is not
something that's just here is rot

Who is it that i am hailing,
why is it that i am flailing,
How is it that i am bailing,
and i just fall apart!

Words & Moments

Sit here and talk to me
...tell me what you feel.
Get up lets walk around
let me show you what i seek...

There's always time for things,
but sometimes it fall shorts.
Not cause it ends in between,
but cause we just fall apart.

Don't let the moment go,
it might never come around again.
Don't let the sun go down,
we might not stand through the day.

Not saying I can't stay,
but promise I will not.
I know that its rude to say,
but can't find a better way to remark...

I could stay here forever
if you just say the right words.
Though they might not mean as much
if spoken when they are asked!

You can take your time,
but don't just let it flow...
Remember we came here a long while ago!

Things happening within and around!

I have spent last few days thinking, though that's what i do mostly but somehow it sounds the right way to start Blogging!. Still surprised to see myself doing it...at first i was scared not of what i might write but what would folks say...is my english gud enough, am i using the right words...all this bothered me a lot and made me stay back from screaming out my mind aloud...but now...after all that thinkin i mentioned in the start ... i decided, what the heck, did i ever care about it while writing my exams, did i ever really care about what people think especially in a way that would make me restrain myself from doing what i want!! the answer as obvious was a big NO.

Another worry was the fear of the putting my thoughts across...for anyone to read and opine on their own accord...never been someone who is open to opinions on the personal part of life but i think i missed out on lotta good being tht way!

this is just the start, don't worry i ain't planning to brag about myself all the while...plan to put my thoughts about things happening within and around!!

RiSE AGain

It seems like a life might just come by
If I make that turn in the road
Don’t really know
Can’t be so sure
But yet there is always that one thing
One thing we call hope

Like the first breath we take
Like the first smile we break
Life will rise again and again
After times full of cry and pain

Don’t miss on the chance
Don’t run away from the dance
Things will fall in place
If you just keep trying
Trying when it pains
Trying when you see no gains

It’s a test for the best
Don’t be a part of rest
Don’t look back on what you can’t erase
Make that turn knowing its life that you would face

Like the first breath we take
Like the first smile we break
Life will rise again and again
After times full of cry and pain

NoW...

I am done being sad
I think I will be frank
I will let me see the way I have been
Sullen and tired, fallen and disgraced
Like a broken leaf lying under the rain

Now is a new start
Now is the beginning
Now is when I will smile
Now is when I would rise

I will not walk with my head turned down
With eyes all red and a gloom which all but marks my doom
I am done thinking about what left me behind
I will not whittle the little that’s left of me

Now is a new start
Now is the beginning
Now is when I will smile
Now is when I would rise

Let them know what they left of me was enough
Enough to rebuild my own self the way I see it in rewind
Not cowed down by nightmarish nights
Not tearful over what I believed naively was rightfully just mine

I will dream the dreams
I will not be bogged down by the failures I have seen
I will live if not succeed, on terms of my own
On terms of my own, with a life like the one I had dreamed

Now is a new end
Now is the new beginning