Life is worth a lot...

I made myself a promise
That I'll always stand apart..
Come the time to end
I will always keep my heart..

Life is a funny lie
Filled with dreams which makes us feel alive..
But when we face the real
We can't figure how to deal..

But i who wants to stand apart
Took my time to figure the real out!
It looks more scary than those dreams that keep alive
It's rather like a monster used to keep us in line

Its not what it appears to be
Its not scary at all!!
It just does that to make us feel
That life is worth a lot!

The pride that we feel
Everyday we take a part..
We smile and fill our heart
When with the fear we still move on..

It tells us quietly
Not to take it too lightly..
It tells us not to fall
When things are not that sparkly..

It says ever so slowly
Don't blow it all apart!
Come on stand up now
lets do this again from the start!

May be..

What is that makes us run for things we don't understand or as a matter of fact don't even know! Like for example i have decent life,completely awesome family, an it-can-get-better job (which is grt to have by today's standards) a great group of friends from different times in my life, basically most of the basic ingredients for staying happy and satisfied. But no, i just don't seem to be happy, and its not even that i miss having that someone special that much, ok yeah i do but its not what keeps bothering me (at least not as frequently as the other thing)..that other thing sometimes drives me nuts. It seems i am running after something i don't even know i want, its like i want a grander life, not in terms or money and stuff but just probably grander in meaning, something that's may be worth all the trouble.

It sucks that we mostly end up living life in form of a dull routine, get up go to office come back have some snack may be some drinks and sleep. I mean what the heck! what are we doing...ain't we supposed to be the most intelligent creatures on this whole planet! and what do we do with all that grey stuff in mind!!! nothing! at least i am doing pretty much nothing to feel good about..yeah may be when you party and you are sloshed u feel Oh! man! this rocks! but next day all you are left with is a bad hangover!...

Why is it that we always want to run soo fast and miss out on small specials all around us waiting to be found..may be we should spend more time catching up those small pieces of happiness that we can rather than waiting for something big to happen, may be life doesn't need to have a grander meaning but life is about feeling free of all social bondage's, may be its about picking those small pieces and filling up the void day by day rather than waiting for that one stroke of luck to do it all.

Every single day i spend half my day thinking about what i should make of my life, and i always end of questioning myself, what do i really want. The point is may be i am not supposed to know, may be life is all about finding it out..

May be what i am doing is all wrong, like reaching the end without a start, like trying to know the result of a gamble before even the hands are dealt or before you have even bet a penny..may be life is like an empty jar which we fill with things we love...may be we feel so sick cause we have filled it with wrong stuff...may be its just about letting go off things you don't like and replacing it with all things you want to cherish!

Oh! there are soo many may beeees that its like and decision tree with infinite nodes...is life really meant to be so complex or are we just too good at making it so...hmmm...another thing to dwell on !!!!

Strangers!

Strangers come and strangers go,
but there are some we can't ignore

They talk to us and tell how they have been,
and amazing is, they know how we feel!!!

We start to know ,
till they ain't strangers anymore.
But then we see the real side to see, that they ain't strangers no more

Wish they were, cause then they were fine,
we had little talks and they were sweet like wine.
Then they become someone we have known
and that's the time when opinions start to show!!!

Then they become what we never wanted around,
someone who always got a line they want to sound.
They don't care whether it fits or not
all they can see that they can just stick around.

Well hello there, the stranger to me,
had you stayed that way, we could have lived and let things be.
But of course you can't, now that you have changed with time,
I wish once again, you could be what you were, and may just be mine.

The strangers i love the strangers i like
wish it was but its not and its fine!

And I just fall apart

Take me away
for just a fleeting moment...
Let me see the life
Life where i charm on.

Never ran away from what i have
sometimes even smiled on some song,
but never have i ever felt
that this is the place i belong.

I keep searching for that missing piece
of the unmade puzzle my life is
i keep searching for that missing peace
of the unending maze my mind is

I think of it a lot
may be i am just missing the point
something that's just obvious is not
something that's just here is rot

Who is it that i am hailing,
why is it that i am flailing,
How is it that i am bailing,
and i just fall apart!

Words & Moments

Sit here and talk to me
...tell me what you feel.
Get up lets walk around
let me show you what i seek...

There's always time for things,
but sometimes it fall shorts.
Not cause it ends in between,
but cause we just fall apart.

Don't let the moment go,
it might never come around again.
Don't let the sun go down,
we might not stand through the day.

Not saying I can't stay,
but promise I will not.
I know that its rude to say,
but can't find a better way to remark...

I could stay here forever
if you just say the right words.
Though they might not mean as much
if spoken when they are asked!

You can take your time,
but don't just let it flow...
Remember we came here a long while ago!